Confessing.

Hey! How have you been? Why am asking? Well, its been months and I have not really been here, no posts , nothing!

When I started my blog a few months back, I was so full of charge and hopes. I decided to be honest with my blog and thus made a promise of updating it daily! But as you know (or may be not) , it didn’t actually happen. After posting like two or three thoughts, I decided to make this duration weakly and then the rest is history! In all this while, (since I started blogging) I hardly wrote some five (freakin) articles!

I remember how I posted something for the first time on my blog and it got some 250 views. It was a big number for an amature (like me specially! :p)  for his first day. I made huge promises, dreamt of becoming some HOT-SHOT Blogger and what not! As I said, I was honest and good for the first few days and then it started feeling like a burden untill I stopped. Had I been regular (since the time I started)…

I don’t know why but am too lazy and too impatient to continue something. Its not that I don’t want to, but It’s only me who acts as the biggest obstacle in my paths.

I seriously salute to all those who have been blogging regularly, those who started like me, were amature but became professional and  have got good following. I respect them and envy them.

I wonder what drives you guys. Teach me??

Think this for once..

Sometimes I’m really very curious. Different things keep popping up in my mind and troubles me like hell! what happens after the life ends? Are you actually dead then, or your soul is alive in some other interface??? what if there is no God! and if there is a God, he is none but some alien who is more powerful and controlling humans! When I saw “The Matrix”, I was completely overwhelmed! It gave such an interesting idea which you never know might be true!

If you are a human, rational questions related to your existence keeps coming your way and you kill that question with one argument and then suddenly come up with some other argument killing your last point! Its a very exciting game to play!

Many times I feel that Someone from a superior dimension is playing a super cool (and advanced for obvious reason!) game which is a sort of the game we play on earth like Age OF Empires. We are nothing but the characters of that game and acting just like the farmers of AOE acts! But what if the game is interrupted and he stops playing the game! scary! no?

There is one more theory which comes from the Hindu mythology which says that there is a Super Being which is sleeping and whatever is happening now is nothing but his dream. We are the characters playing in his dream! Don’t tell me what happens if some day he wakes up!

Or may be the Universe is inside the brain of some person, because if you ll see the structure of a brain from inside, it resembles too much like an universe!

There are many more interesting, exciting, scary and super cool theories but as you know they are just some theories which have not been proved and can never be. I don’t think that human would any day advance to a level where it would have all the answers (Being realistic not pessimistic!)

Don’t Escape

You see, motivation is very much needed to continue and grow. You just cannot forever write something, knowing the fact that no one z actually gonna read it. Someone as impatient as me gets bored and demotivated very easily. Today I’m so eager to pen down something and tomorrow I wont actually give a damn! This attitude hasn’t helped anyone and it wont help me either. I know if I’ll get demoralized this soon, I’m never going to get any success (anywhere)! I was reading somewhere, that you have to be constant,efficient as well as very patient if you are seriously willing to have your aim achieved.

Just because you weren’t able to survive a wave which was not very kind to you doesn’t mean that you have to surrender, instead you can make yourself efficient enough to face the other waves coming your way, because problems like waves ll keep coming and no one can actually stop them from coming, however you can make yourself get ready for the problems. Rise and fight against all the obstacles coming your way, even if u loose, you wouldn’t have anything to regret, but surrendering down will leave you with the regrets of not trying!

Writing/Reading/Saying/Listening/Seeing something inspirational is very very easy but Applying is so damn tough! Though am writing this by myself, I don’t know if I would actually be able to apply on these principles even for a day! I think this happens with everyone, when you are so good at rendering ideas and passing smart views/opinions to others, but when it comes to you, you are nothing but the same demotivated person to whom you just gave the mantra of life.Once an Indian superstar Shahrukh Khan said, ‘Don’t become a philosopher before you become rich(or successful)!’

Hats off to all those person who might not have seen an inspirational movie or read an article full of motivations but were able enough to surpass their pettiness, and rose very high, irrespective of what came their way.

Read it somewhere –  Don’t be afraid to start over. Its a brand new opportunity to rebuild what you truly want.

Isn’t this the biggest irony of the world, that the fools have the extra level of confidence, and the one with the intellect mind have a comfort zone limited to their cell!  Anyways Its never ruined, if you are willing to start today!

Also never forget what Swami Vivekanand said, ” Arise,awake, and stop not till the goal is reached!”